abbifede @ 2010-09-26T13: 48:00
Good Sunday to all!
is a bit 'I thought to write this post, but today, given that I have 5 minutes free, I decided to do it.
drop everything. Farewell sims. is bad to say, but it was the easiest way.
Usually I refrain from doing this kind of post, post where I talk about myself, few people know who I am or what I do outside of lj (from which they are absent for months and months) and it's funny that I decided starting right now ... that I finish.
I started many projects with the sims, more or less well managed, none of whom finished. I can not say that playing the sims I do not like most, I can not say that I have more ideas, why you keep coming to mind many stories, the truth is that I got to the point of being able to choose, choose between a real life more or less satisfactory, and the life of the sims. If I have to choose between a chat on msn with a friend and playing the sims, I choose my friend, if I have to choose between the ironing a pile of clothes and play the sims ... I choose the clothes.
About a year ago I gave my last exam for three years and then I thought I had plenty of time to continue my legacy, psychologically I was making the commitment, I had turned in LoD, I kept everything in detail, I think I can handle the sims and the dissertation, but ... was not the case. In April I graduated, and I thought I could go back to writing, but again I hurt my calculations. My university, at least on paper, not one of the most challenging, but unfortunately in reality is a kind of aspiratempo. During all three years in which I attended, because he was required to attend, I spent every single moment in the studio or working part-time, I lost count of the sleepless nights I've done over the books and "No." I said. I did scorched earth around me, I found myself without a friend, true friend, a friend to hang out with, no offense to anyone who I met through LJ, you read what they already know I mean. I do not want to complain, it was my choice, I put the university, my future in first place over all. And when everything is over, I found myself with a degree and a handful of flies, but it was my choice, if you go back and redo everything. The fact is that ... I met a person. So, by chance, and at first I opposed, I fought against what was coming, but eventually I succumbed. The fact is that I can not say I'm, indeed, won. I stole something very dear to me, I've gathered a life that I had before, and I can say to be calm. Tomorrow begins the master, it will be hard, as it did in the past and maybe more, but I'll start this new adventure with a different spirit, because for the first time I will not have a single objective. To be able to match, however the "old me" and the "new me" I had to make sacrifices, give up something. This is something the sims, not you, but they are sims. I have not stopped to read to anyone, for that matter, do not hardly ever leave comments, so do not feel my absence, but the truth is and will continue to follow you.
I wrote a scroll ... and I hope I have not done a huge raving. The fact is that .. in summary, I'll stop with my false promises of upgrades and stop with my projects started and never finished, but I thank you for your presence, your stories, which continue to please me immensely, and I thank the 'friendship of some very special people, that even if they are not nominated ... I know how to think and appreciate with all my heart. Federica
