Lima Legacy: Part 2 
So ... In theory I should justify my long absence, the fact is that in the meantime I graduated xD But now I'm back on the square e.. update! Today I put the first choice for Julius, do your duty! to read the previous section go link to this
http://abbifede.livejournal.com/17486.html # cutid1 Fran has always loved to read. Sometimes it happened that in the middle of the night I woke up. She, who knew the reason for my fears I took her hand and hugged her in, and pulled out from under the pillow book of the moment. One night was "The Mists of Avalon", another "House of the Spirits" (grandparents, are not the favorite books of his grandfather Abbifede xD), but I will never forget "The Little Prince"
- "One day I saw the sunset forty- times!
And later added:
- "You know ... is very sad when you love sunsets ... "
" The day of the forty times were so sad? "
But the little prince made no reply."
- It 's the fourth time that you re-read this book! It is a book for children, because you like so much?
- Why is a book that teaches older ...
was to leads almost immediately when he saw my face was about to close it at once, but I slipped my foot into the hole and begged
- talk, I just want to talk!
He raised his eyes and made me come in, making me sit in the small kitchen.
- How long have you do not make a decent meal? To understand a decent meal that is not cooked over a camp stove as if you were a Scout!
laughed ...
- in fact it's been a bit 'of time since the last time! But I'll tell you after a while 'you get used to, and eat marshmallow has always been the dream of my life!
- Yes, when I was 12! I'm sorry to disappoint you then, because for now the menu includes macaroni and cheese!
He moved behind me, I felt its fragrance in the air, still remember when we lived together, and macaroni and cheese was the only dish that could prepare. I also felt the tension breaks of silence between a joke and the other, the desire to get to the point.
- You came here just to scrounge a meal or you're going to also say something intelligent?
- No, I just wanted to tell you that ... In recent months I have thought about ...
- You thought? Well, I'm glad you at least make progress in this field ...
- I thought of us, to our relationship, as I hold you. I can understand that you'll never forgive me, and that perhaps in time I will accept it, then, may come even to forgive myself for what I did ... I do not think I could get up every morning knowing that you ... we ...
- you stop now, I have no intention of going back with you! That's for sure!
- No, I know but ... let end. Maybe now it will seem trivial, but ... we could be friends, feel every now and then, I will not be erased from your life ...
- I do not want off of my life Giulio!
It was then that I gasped and sbrodolai completely. I did not expect that answer, I thought I would be much harder to convince!
- Hahahahaha, but now you do not know even eat alone?
I took the fork and take, if I were a small child. It was there that I knew that despite everything, nothing had changed between us, that the situation had changed, but we were always the same, at least in a remote corner of our being.
- But look what I have to do!
- No I can stop by to eat alone! I mean I do not have 4 years!
- Well you would say! Look at you all the dirty shirt! You'll go around with a beautiful medal of print! Hahahahaha
- But stop! As if you had not ever happened!
- No, I never! I am a girl of good manners! I'll have to buy a bib!
- But now what are you doing? Remove the fork from my plate!
- No, I wanted to see if maybe the portion on your plate it sucked because you have rejected ...
- daiii But enough!
- No, it seems to me the same disgusting!
still laughing and joking like old times, as if nothing had ever happened. I preferred not to think about how everything seems natural and at the same time wrong. It was better not to think about that night was coming, the tents on the cold ground, the countdown before the next time I would review.
- and they all look very good to me ... However, now and later, better if you leave.
- You're right, a girl might well be inconvenient to spend over a certain time with a guy by the loose morals like you!
- but feel it! The women are the ones by the loose morals! Then I am a gentleman, not that I ever enjoying the hospitality of a helpless young maiden!
began to tickle her. Fran suffers as a few other people I think the world, twists and laughs, but at the same time can not stop you from continuing. And his laugh ... becomes a kind of sharp little cry, and then a sob. At some point in
wriggle gave me a push, and I went stumbling backwards to slam the door, pulling on the handle under a shoulder blade.
- Ouch! Lady killer! Fuck fuck fuck!
- Oh my goodness, did you hurt? Show me on!
Ok, pause. I know. I know it seems the usual scene from the movie where he gets hurt, she helps us, raises the T-shirt and take the hormone. But it did not happen like that!
- Come on, is' still and let me look! Where does it hurt? Here?
- Ouch! Hey, I said ouch!
- Ahahahaha! - Burst into a laughter of its crystalline
- In theory you should not stop me or make me spend a relaxing massage for the pain?
- Always in theory ... you do not you stop with me ... did you notice the evil you did to me, how you tore me apart inside, and you do not stop the ...
- I do not think there is a right answer at this time ... I do not think you can do something. I do not know if time will help. I wish I could go back to those once, but in our case the events have taken over. We both know that going back is impossible, and I'll be honest, I do not want that. We were two guys, we are now adults. I want a new life, and I want it with you. The
girded his waist with one arm and kissed her, Fran tried to raise their hands, perhaps to strike a blow, but stopped a few inches from my cheek, perhaps she was lost in our chemistry.
- Think about it ...
Just out the door, contrary to my expectations or hopes, his hand rested on my shoulder, and clung to her body My.
I'm doing the wrong thing for both, you know? The
we are doing together if you noticed ...
I know, but we both know only hurt us, you betray me, and when it happens and I suffer, it will be all my fault, because once again I gave you the confidence that you do not deserve!
Tell me now, tell me I do not want and I will go and you do not really try anymore, but if you do not, I'm sorry but it will be impossible for you to get rid of me.
Ma ..
I want you, you want me ... there are no problems ...
Cause every time I talk to you, you send me the brain in jelly?
Why is the same as you do to me you ...
drag us up the stairs, banging against the wall here and there, until you stumble on the bed in a bare room although to be honest, the decor was not exactly the thing that caught my attention. That night seemed to transport us back in time, the first time that we had loved, I hate to use that term, but in this case was perfect. In our history we can talk about fractions, fractions that we love madly and villages where it is unbearable even to ourselves the presence of us as a couple, but that moment was definitely the prime example. A fraction of time that we loved and did not want any wonder why, and would not be fair to do otherwise.
We spent all night locked together, I could boast of my numbers, but it would be something very inelegant. I can not But remember to stop the close of his hand, while "accucchiaiati" sleep.
When I awoke the next morning, Fran was not there beside me. I used to that feeling, that with other women almost gave me a sense of relief, but at that time only unleashed in me a loss. I tried to drive out of my head all the little fears that at that moment seemed senseless and went downstairs. She was there in the kitchen, intent on washing the dishes we had left there the night before. His movements were swift and stiff, if I had understood something of the body language I might have realized that it was terribly angry. Let the term, but is the only appropriate. I slowly walked behind him and clasped his life, kissing her neck.
- Good Morning ...- she remained motionless, and at first did not answer.
- ... Get your hands off my body and go immediately from my house. You've done it again!
- I did what? You wanted it and I'm sure, do not fool ourselves! I was simply shocked by such great inconsistency. Ok, women are moody, but not this far! At least I hope ...
- I'm not talking Giulio sex, but she ... You still call your name. I can remotely take your adventures, if you assure me that a closed chapter of your life, but I can not continue to accept having to share with your adolescent crush that you feel you do not see it for years and years! Emma was out like a balcony, and I almost left without saying goodbye, and you were kids! Instead get over it! They did not hear anymore in any way, and if they perform well there is definitely a reason, and very clear, except that it seems I can feel it just me and not you!
Then I went out, slamming the door.
way home I would only think, lie in my tent and sort your thoughts. Fran had reopened an old wound never healed, and I, however unintentionally, had opened his own. Would be all right if I sleep I had not invoked his name. Unfortunately, it was something I did from the day when Emma was gone, and while Fran, when we were still together, he could accept it with tenderness, now considered unacceptable.
It is known however, that is when you just want to be alone find someone at his feet, in my case that someone was Rebecca. He was standing on the foundation of my sketched ancoranoncasa and looked at me. I do not remember if I mentioned the story of the tent or if I had mentioned her, I just knew in that moment I did not want to be overwhelmed by his words.
- And here comes the man who forgets everything and does not keep promises!
- What promise! For you said you'd call e. ..
- Wow, so Fox, you really think that I as a single woman, charming and unique I stoop to beg for a call to your invitation?
- Of course not, why have you come right here to kneel in front of me ...
- I see that your house has a very large terrace, only that we are in broad daylight and I would not want your neighbors to overhear our conversation ... do so, I encourage you to me, how you do not make a real meal? Ok, you also realize your dream of a lifetime but eating marshmallows ... bla bla bla
not heard the rest of his speech, when Rebecca starts talking you can not stop it, and often his own, rather than speeches are streams of consciousness. In truth, my last meal had been the macaroni Fran the day before, although defined as "meal" would be a compliment: P The fact is that I ended up at his house to eat ... macaroni and cheese, Rebecca!
In truth I do not need the macaroni and cheese, but the fried chicken with vegetables, although I must admit that the taste was the same, Fran and Bex had the same talent in the kitchen. I regretted my beacon and my marshmallows, though it seemed very polite little stress in front of the cook.
Get your ass off the couch and wait to come here, the chicken is cold, plus I do not know how long my patience will allow you want to hear your usual whining on vellum. Look, I understand that something happened as a psychologist I bla bla bla ...
Bex, his nickname recalling a brand of beer I'd feel a bit 'less right to shoot judgments sull'altui love life, especially if you have one!
Wow, low blow, I would say that this time the tissue has made it big! No, a moment, do not believe it! This time he responded! Hahahahaha the tissue, in a gesture of nature has tried to fight back and you have no right! Hahahaha but bla bla bla ...
No, there were times when Bex was talking too much, especially at that moment I could not tolerate nor the manner in which he read my mind or how they made fun of Fran.
- I think that instead of pretending to listen should tell me what happened. It is very funny tease, but it is also counterproductive, right now, so hurry up to tell me what happened, and most importantly, why the fuck you live in a tent eternal in the middle of nowhere? As usual
Bex went from being the most annoying person in the world to be my truest confidant, of course, all with "extreme" sensitivity.
- I never said you sour?
- Yes, many times, now Spit it out!
- I went to bed ...
- Giulio Oh, shit!
From there began my summary of recent months, the shit is about the desire for change and the dream house, without neglecting the factor of "Emma" and ensure that seemed to dominate my life, more like a curse like an angel guardian.
- You're a complete idiot Giulio! - And when Bex was using my first name ... Well there was cause for concern. He took a handful of food and I threw it at you. No, because the bad habit, my shirt was not intended to be clean!
- What the fuck you? That is ... - Thus began a battle with strokes of food, we were not at the table of elementary, a battle with no holds barred, so that we were completely covered from head to foot of remnants. Now I judge wrong, but at that moment I thought "better out than in, and I'm not talking about a burp (quote from Shrek, you abbifede and film have a relationship somewhat 'troubled, expect a quote from Twilight soon .. and by the Matrix xD)
- Look at you you're completely covered in mud!
- I am glad to hear that at least you admit it! - And from there began the beatings and slaps. The great thing about Bex is that never judges really your choices, you can certainly tell you that you're stupid, but never really think. It can be your worst wound first, then your best confidant, and you feel the next moment with a child. I had not yet said what he thought of the situation, but I was still revising it down to the bottom. When Bex by a board, to be 'always right, never fails once.
- Bex? I have not yet said what you think ...
- On a..?
- Do you understand very well!
- Julie, I do not think you really want to hear my opinion on the subject. Do what you feel right, you'll see that this is not wrong. - Winked at me and showed me the door.
A few steps from the door but turned around with a distraught air.
- Bex I will not do it alone, I need your opinion, so far I have chosen by myself and I just did a lot of beastly mess! So now I can move from here until you tell me honestly what you think about all this matter.
- You should trust a bit 'more of yourself!
- This means I am doing the right thing?
- No, I did not say that! Do not select the words that say it just to find out what you'd like to hear more ...
- So do not act like you end up with a pole stuck up my bum and speak out! The rest you you've never made trouble saying what you think!
- shakes her ass and come sit Volpe.
For a moment I was bewildered, I sat next to her, and she seemed petrified by setting an indefinite point in front of her.
- Stop staring at me I'm looking for the right words. So ... if I remember correctly you said you want to change, you want your life to start over. And you think back with your ex is the right way to start a new life? Frank is not evil, in short, is a beautiful chick, but lives in the land of fairy tales, I bet that every time you break a nail is closed in mourning. Well, that perspective may have a person like that, in addition to the dream of kick in bikini on TV to millions of people? What you can give your opinion, what you have in common? If you really want to start over, maybe you should do it. Think about the new job to which you're passionate about, from a final cut in the past that made you suffer from e. .. again.
was more Easier said than done, but I was convinced of the good faith of Bex. Maybe it's because of my doubts about my relationship with Fran was just our incompatibility from the standpoint of intellectual property. No, she was not really a tissue, but to tell the truth was I'd never wanted to go beyond the physical side of our relationship. He had always been between us all so natural that I never asked questions about it. I leaned my head on the sofa staring at the ceiling, and so did Bex, and looked straight at me. It was strange how she was really the only woman with whom I had never thought about having sex, maybe it was the only one, besides my mother who really respected. Continue to set and I concentrated my attention on the color of his eyes, on that lake-colored oil spattered mat, on that little mole under his right eye perfectly circular, minutes, and those features that cut to the boy, the only thing "rebel & rdquo ; I had ever seen. And that's when everything broke, and I do not know if it was my fault or his, but it all falls apart anyway.
I found myself with my best friend over me, running at high speed in a passionate kiss and the only thing that could thinking was that ....
- It 's all wrong! - I took them off his body and looked into his eyes shockkato
- What's wrong, what? I thought you wanted too!
- No. .. do not get me wrong, you're ...
- No, now do not you dare! Do not try to recycle the usual phrases that I use to give up one of your fuck me!
- No, not so!
- Julie, I know you! So when you want to download one, I witnessed the pitiful scene thousands of times!
- Maybe it's better if I go ...
- No, do not try to cross that door Giulio Lima!
That was one of the biggest mess that I had done, and the great thing is that I had not done it myself in person! I was there I found myself in the middle e.. and that's it!
- Stop! Behave in a mature and take on things, at least this time!
- Ah well, then that's what you think of me!
- Have you made every living thing that walked and breathed a female, but not me, but not ME! What's wrong for your standards?
-You do not have anything that is not ...
- Do not you dare I say! In short you have been close at all times, and between us was feeling, but for you is never enough! Well, maybe I should fill me with extension and cover the face of mortar orange! Or maybe become un'Emo-girl complex and tormented as it seems the only type of woman who can take into consideration!
had really reached the limit, I do not know if I was more angry than shocked or disappointed by this outburst and This "revelation". I mean we were friends for years and I do not understand anything he had ever done, and when I thought of noi ci fosse estrema sincerità... la bomba. Insomma, lei davvero pensava tutto questo di me? Sapevo che non sopportava Fran, ma non immaginavo fino a questo punto e, soprattutto, io credevo lei fosse l'unica persona a capire davvero cosa mi legava ad Emma.
- Ora tu chiuderai quella bocca e mi lascerai parlare, perchè è troppo facile sparare a zero e non lasciare parlare gli altri. Tu parli, parli, ma raramente ascolti, dai sempre per scontato di poter prevedere la fine delle mie frasi, ma non è così! Quello che tu chiami feeling è solo la tua mania di gestire ogni conversazione facendola poi ripiegare a tuo favore! Vorrei poterti dire che tu non sei nessuno to say these things about me, but the bad thing is that you are somebody! I now I will go, and you going to stop ranting. We need to clarify things, but not now, because I think we're both too impaired to reason and end up ruining what little there is still good in our relationship.
I left, and left her there alone, I wanted to go back and embrace it or be able to erase everything that had happened, but you can not do, right?
There was another woman in my life, to whom it was impossible to escape, and especially that it was impossible to say no!
- Giulio! It is the fourth time you phone, now if I had not given the answering machine I do not know how would I communicate with you! I called Fran and told me that you have fought three months ago! But we're kidding Julius? That girl is a rare gem and you definitely do not you let it escape! I have no idea what you've done now, but there is no remedy at all! He called that your friend, Rebecca, that does not let people talk, it seems you also had a fight with her! BUT, what are you doing darling? After choosing life in the wild have also decided to beep beep ....
- Giulio! The answering machine had run out of minutes ... I was saying you can not do a scorched earth around you! You must learn to tame a bit 'your character and meet others! Listen, I need you to come home, you look at Sunday dinner, your brother is driving me crazy! Does nothing but play all day and I phoned the school, they want to mouth! There you must speak, listen to you! Hugs honey! Smack
My brother, I call it even if we have a different father, is a real jerk, but in a good way. He shit all day ... but you find out on time. I, too, at his age he combined raw and cooked, but, with the excuse that he was just born, I was not being punished all the time like my mother punishes him. Spends more time in detention than do anything else. With women not much has happened, a bit 'because we do not know how to do a little' because nature has helped him little, and its charm is not just irresistible. If he were still alive the Elder probably will not even hear so often because between us there was a bad relationship, but luckily for I died a few years ago, and we got rid of all of his presence. I think if my mother felt my words would kill me, but she is a person who allows himself to leave before the love and never tries to hold the knife by the handle, what I always do that instead.
Despite the difficulties just described my brother's girlfriend has it, but we say that it has one at a time, and he belongs to the group of knives on the side of the blade. The girl in question has one of the most stupid names I've heard, is called "Beauty", a pity that he has little beauty, for this reason I call Miss Nappi, that Charles did not agree with much, but I'm older brother and even if you could take a beating would not be better, then resigned from the outset. The fact is that this girl, well dressed with preposterous claims to turn pushed around my brother, and has an almost-talking-like Bex.
But my brother looks at her with a face like a half just that stupid. In short, all I so I put it to him, but the maximum he does is shrug. I really hope that sooner or later realizes that they can get better. My mother told me maybe he asked for help? Well, I thought the most important thing at that time was to give a nice change in his social life and the way he put himself, so I started to tell him of my adolescent experiences, my techniques to go out at night without being seen by mother, etc. ... Then he let's face it, it was an advantage, now mom went to bed at 9 pm, and wake it would take a cannon, if it was constantly caught in my opinion it was because he did it of his own volition, there could be no other alternative.
- Feel gouges, here it is best if you start to give you a nice move, hey, wake up, stop making that face boiled goat and listen to your brother and ruin not only your, but also my reputation!
We went to her room where, between a chat and the other made me listen to his progress with the bass. I remember myself at her age I was playing from morning till night, and that broke the eardrums of my mother and the old, but I do not care. I also remember that after I messed with Fran quell'hobby I had left, a little 'because I had found something more fun to do (concedetemelo, I was still upset by the hormones) and a little' because it reminded me of a time in my life that I wanted to come back but it was impossible to revive. When Emma was gone I had played up to consume your fingers, and from that day every time I picked up an instrument just remember the pain and the pleasure of music. I never talked to my brother or my mother to the pain, the fact is that Emma still in the house was a taboo subject.
- Boys is almost ready, move your buttocks and come to set the table below!
- Mom told me you have dropped the stragnocca Fran! But brother you're all fucking crazy! When you ever happen again like a pupa! Shit, I still dream every night in a bikini that looks at me with a wink e. ..
- Stop! Rule number one: never talk to your brother the ways in which we discovered one of his ex! NEVER. Rule number two: as long as you stay with Miss Nappi not going anywhere, if you want one you have to look like Fran. There will be hundreds of your most beautiful girls in your high school, then you just have to give you a move. Mom I'm hungry! We are down to one quarter of an hour, how long does it take longer?
- Giulio! I did not I brought up this way! And not a bad example to your brother, you have to have respect for your mother! It is shortly, or you want to eat the raw stuff? Then who knows what you do not get a real meal!
But had it all up with my diet?
- But it is nice to be all gathered here at the table together as a family? As at that time? Ah, if your father was still here with us!
- Which one?
- Giulio Oh damn, you always have to be so controversial? You can not enjoy the evening for a warm family atmosphere? Ah, I'm looking forward to becoming a grandmother! But if you leave your girlfriend for almost thirty years ... for my poor heart is a real stab! I would so much have a niece!
- But we are not here to talk about me! Charles, I heard that your grades are bad!
- Mom! You went to tell him! I do not go so bad, there are the tasks of recovery and will not take anything to have 6 over the world!
- But must you always point and only at 6? You can not start a bit to be desired ' more? Well let's talk about your future!
this for my mother was a quiet family dinner.
- Charles come on, get up and clears the table!
- But I do not want!
- Choose or clears or go to your room for the task to revise Latin. If you continue to have all your privileges, you must also do your duty!
- What a bore! What balls I hate you when you do that! For once, that Julius is coming to visit!
Charles went up the stairs two steps at a time, then slamming the door room. I understood very well that my mother wanted to be alone to talk to me Fran.
- Honey, I thank you for the support and help me with Charles, it is very important to us. I for him are a reference point, and I am happy because even though at first I was opposed to this your choice to build a house and live in a tent, I realize that is maturing. But I worry about what happened with Fran, she is really a sweet girl, and loves you very much.
My mother shook hands, and I realized that I could not leave without even giving her an explanation.
- What did you say you did? Giulio but you're completely stupid?
- Here's what it was like talking to my mother, their emotional problems.
my fault, I already know. I have not set a good example! I was a bad mother! Before he started to sob
bad held her in his arms to comfort her.
- You did your best, and we know it.
- Giulio Listen, listen well, I'm not perfect, have never been and probably never will be, but you know the history of our family, my story, and if I was your age I could choose who to love ... I took the opportunity. I've never been lucky from that point of view and all the men I've had have always been a last resort, but you can choose! You can find a woman and love her, not only do so out of habit or because I like it, you can do because you want it. I can wait for my granddaughter.
- But not too much because now I am old ...
squeezed me in that frail body and tested by time and for the first time in a long time I felt that My mother gave me good advice.
- I do not care who decide to marry, to us as long as you're happy, do not forget! And remember to visit me! You know that with you so far away I feel lonely and Charles becomes unmanageable! Now go upstairs to greet your brother, or I do not ever forgive him!
- Sure mom! Do not worry, I will come back as soon as possible, is that I am working on the job, I'm doing a competition to become a teacher.
- You could not make me proud, I'm sure it will work right for you. You have a big heart baby, do not forget to use it.
Two weeks later I passed the exam, things seemed to go perfectly, even my house was beginning to look like a real house and not more like a hut. Of course, the walls were repainted, and I certainly could not boast a luxurious furnishings, but with winter approaching I could count on a solid roof and a little 'heat. I often think of Fran, but I also thought to Bex, and our fight. I was no longer able to contact you, maybe I was afraid to find out what had happened really ruined our friendship. I did not know if I would managed to recover the pieces, and I knew if I wanted to do it, because his behavior had really hurt me. As for France I had searched many times, the secretary answered the first few times, now the number seemed non-existent, I promised myself constantly to visit her the next day, but this never happened.
One morning the phone rang. I was still sleeping because the previous day had been harder than usual. At first did not really understand where I was, I was completely in pieces! I sat there trying to rearrange the ideas, not realizing that what I felt was the telephone, but soon realized it, I rushed to answer it. Fran could be, or could be my mother calling me for the tenth time that week to complain that I was not going to find it.
The room was darkened, and even find the phone turned out to be a business. But it was the voice of someone who was on the other side of the phone that my yard.
- Julius, it's me, listen, you should absolutely come here, well, you said that you wanted me to call if things were going badly e. .. I do not know how to handle it! Serve you, want you, or will not come out of his room!
- I ... yes, I do what I can, I should be able to dress in a few seconds, you can repeat the address for a moment please? Mmm yeah, ok, I'll try to get as soon as possible, try to keep calm in the meantime and do not let them pressure of any kind!
- Giulio Of course, I know perfectly how to handle these situations! You just try to hurry! I do not know what it might do ...
- Before I let go and before I get there, do not you think? A soon.
Just to put the phone down I found myself in front of Fran. I was watching him with questioning eyes, it was incredible, but I felt I did not even enter. I still remember her, wearing a pair of white shorts and a baggy shirt strawberry.
- Do you think I could take a few minutes? We need to talk ...
- Fran I ... I do not know what you are looking for! I had given up hope of being able to talk to you ... I asked a lot of times ... if I came to your house ... If you told me you'd open ...
- No, I would have done, Giulio, I ... I was very disappointed in you and your behavior, but ... I thought we thoroughly e. ..
- I also thought a lot about you ...
- No, Julius, this is a speech that was very difficult to deal with for me and stop me if you think I'll lose the thread and end up not finish anything.
- Ok, sorry, do not interrupt you again. Go ahead.
I bent over her with a stupid smile, at that moment looked like my brother. It seemed incredible she had returned.
- Listen Giulio, I love you e. .. and I do not doubt that you love me too, but this thing Emma ... is a big thing, it's a problem. How would you feel you in my place if I felt during the night whispering the name of my ex? Here ... In short, I think I want you to give a chance, and want to give our relationship, but we make a deal the two of us. I promise I will not leave you just a second, but ... you have to talk to someone with a specialist, I can not sleep next to you and be afraid, do you understand? If one day we would like to start a family, I wish I could feel happy. So .. we can seriously think about re-establish our relationship if you're willing to make this sacrifice for me.
And here think the choice has come, but no: P wait a moment xD
I thought for a few seconds, but then said without a doubt.
- Okay, you're right, I'm willing to do anything to be with you, to live in this house with you, and if that means going a shrink to get me wring neurons .. well okay, I accept it gladly. Really.
Despite this she was staring elsewhere, I looked into his eyes, and I felt tense, I just buried my pride under your feet for a woman, and I was not even missed her neck. Do not judge me wrong, but for me it was a big hit.
- Fran? I said something wrong? In short, I am willing to do whatever you want ... I do not know what else to do, at least look at me in the face!
I took her by the shoulders and forced myself to look into my eyes. There was something I was hiding, but I still could not figure out what.
- There is something wrong, now I know you like you know me, and something is telling me. Look, if we really want to get everything we have to be honest with each other! I am willing to put 100% to make it ...
- No, I'm not hiding anything is ... Giulio I fear, I fear that we are not strong enough to do it.
- No, I'm not afraid, I have confidence in us and that we can make it. Now come here, that if I kiss you now I could go crazy.
She approached me shyly, and I lifted his chin with his finger, looking straight into my eyes, I just wanted to put the point in this crisis. Fuck how beautiful, how could I even think of not waking up tomorrow next to her?
- I love you Julie!
- Fran I, too, now more than ever ...
- No, wait, you were right, I must tell you something important.
- What do you want to be? What do you want it to be so severe that it can not be overcome?
- So where is Emma, I know where it is, I have his address ... I know everything.
- What? The
scansai quickly from me, now I was looking through different eyes, I was simply shocked. Emma. It was already difficult to forget when he was just a ghost, but now .. she was alive somewhere real and Fran knew where it was!
- Cosaaaa? And when you thought you'd tell me? When we were married for 50 years with 4 children and 2 dogs? You wanted me to pass this thing and nothing else, and be the only one who knew? How can you do this to someone you love?
- You still love her, or you would not angry so much! You just said you were willing to do anything for us! Now you can not do hysterical! It is we, we are Julius and Fran, who cares about Emma when we can have "we"? We will live in this house as promised, we will grow together with our children, the project that you told me that afternoon under the sun ... Giulio build something of our own! Please!
- Fran, I love you, but I can not live in doubt, you know? Tell me what you know about Emma, so we can put the point in this situation. We go to her with e. .. really solve the situation! No psychologists, no nothing, we will do something healthy and we will do together!
- Julius No, I can not, I do not agree. You must choose. Emma or me. If you choose Emma I will give you all the material I've found, you will find e. .. and make whatever the fuck you want! But you will forget me. If you choose me, say goodbye to Emma and we will do as we decided before we go to a doctor and not only never leave you, will overcome the problem with Emma, and realize all our projects. . ... Giulio, please choose me!
Ok, I was in the shit, and my brain was going to mush. It was the hardest choice of my life.
At that moment I was reminded of a phrase book I ever read Fran
"Men grow roses in the same 5000 garden ... and do not find what they are looking ... and yet what they are looking for could be found in a single rose or a bit 'of water. "
Fine sons! Now the long-awaited choice for you! What emoscion!
Option A: Giulio
Fran must choose, in short, just think of the past! If she is really the woman he loves must for himself and for her to decide to stay with her and only her. Moreover Fran told you, they will close during treatment, and may even exceed this together! So just think its teenage cooked, its single rose is Fran, now that he finally realized you can find a bit 'of serenity
Option B: No
say, are we kidding? She knows where Emma, has the information he has for several years, holds the solution to its problems, and ask you to choose between her and the key to everything? Would you say choose to say goodbye to everything and bury his past! If you have never stopped to think Emme is because Emma is his rose, he wants to find her, he should know! You sure this is the right choice!
Option C:
Speaking with Bex she had told him that starting over means very close to her past and that means not only Emma, but Fran, if he has betrayed not mean that he loved her very ! So goodbye to all problems, throw headlong into work, and maybe one day not be able to really find that everyone is looking for that perfect flower.
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